May 2013
6 posts
“My mouth your lips
Your hands my hips”
– MS MR
Why do creeps
Turn me on?
Bates Motel?
I’d hit that.
Something weird in the air tonight
Be safe out there kids.
New car?
New crunch.
I’m lucky I still have all four tires.
I knew if I complained about the little stuff for long enough,
Something worthy of my complaint would come along.
No number of tequila shots
Will make there be food in this house.
And I can’t leave.
April 2013
7 posts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uco1JQRVqrA
“How can I sleep
If I don’t have dreams?
I just have nightmares.”
Give and Take
I love you
Enough for the both of us
Irony
Jameson and Coke
Out of an Irish coffee mug
Too bad
There is nobody here
To hide from
To lie to
To say I’m fine.
Why do we need others
To tell us when we are doing something wrong?
Sometimes
You just need a good fuck
“In the land of Gods and Monsters
I was an angel
Livin’ in the garden of Evil
Screwed up
Scared
Doin’ anything that I needed.
Shinin’ like a fiery beacon
You got that medicine I need:
Fame,
Liquor,
Love,
Give it to me slowly.
Put your hands on my waist
Do it softly.
Me and God,
We don’t get along
So now I sing:
No one’s gonna take my soul...
March 2013
5 posts
Sittin' in the Nose-Bleeds (pun intended)
I feel like I’m dying
The kids outside won’t shut up
While I sit inside
Barely able to speak
Bring on the alcohol
I haven’t bled nearly enough yet today.
Marco (Polo)
The songs that write themselves
How can we ever tell
Who they are about?
In such a disconnected world
Do we even know ourselves?
Or is feeling lost
As close to home as we will get?
Those nights when you don't want to be alone.
DOA
The living couldn’t care less about me.
And the dead won’t leave me alone.
Why is it
The things that have struck me so hard
Are all the silly things we never did?
Never played bingo
Never went shopping
Never talked about life
Love
What the stars may help us find
Who do I call
When only you can help?
Together,
We were going to rule the world
But I don’t know this world anymore
And I have never felt so alone.
February 2013
5 posts
Days Gone By
These are the days
The times
That make me realize
I do not belong to this generation
This world
This youth
Because I do not “surf the web” nearly as much as I should
(Don't) Change How You Feel About Everything
Why can’t I stop thinking about you?
Dreaming about you?
Those rare nights when my mind is not so clouded
So crowded with thoughts
And I wake remembering your face
Seeing your eyes
And then watching them turn
You are always running
Away from me
Chasing me
I can’t control that which I don’t understand
I never understood you
Like I thought I would
LEAVE ME ALONE
Get...
“Well she’s not bleeding on the ballroom floor just for the attention”
Boys Boys Boys
So women are supposed to be at their sexual peak on Thursdays…
That means all those (un)lucky guys out there may have a prayer this year for great Valentine’s Day sex.
To you
Noble Sirs.
I wish you luck.
Get naked.
January 2013
1 post
This is(n't) Your Life
Looking for Alaska
But you’ve already found her
“You smoke to enjoy it,
I smoke to die”
September 2012
10 posts
(Un)Real
shiny
hard
plastic
fake
in the absence of reality
where do i fit?
how can i tell
what is real
or unreal?
if i cannot belong
to either world?
Admit (One)
How do you heal anger?
Fiery.
Burning.
Hatred born from within.
Skin can grow,
Cover and scab.
But something,
Somewhere,
Compels you to pick,
To scratch away,
To the point of infection.
That spreads through the whole of you.
Through your blood,
Your heart,
Your soul.
Things,
Actions,
Long forgotten.
And even if you are willing and able,
To allow the skin to spread
Across the...
"Some of Them Want to Use You"
To be wanted
Does not describe it.
To be used
That seems closer to the point.
Then why, I ask
Will nobody use me?
to be (or not to be)
kill the lights
lose the clothes
turn up the tunes
take a breath
breath it in
the air
the smoke
the life
be here with me
or just be
August 2012
4 posts
(Not) Enough
If only the words could write themselves.
I miss you.
It still doesn’t sound right.
I can see your face
Hear your voice
But you aren’t really there
You aren’t here.
But then, where is here?
Who are we?
Lost souls
Destined to pass
But never collide.
If all I want to do is help,
How do I always manage to hurt?
To want is (not) enough.
Done (For)
To look into others
And see only yourself
Is the most humble
And lonely place
To be.
But to be alive
This precious gift
How can it never be enough?
I never stood a chance.
No Pain (No Gain)
Walk,
Walk away
Run,
Run away
Rise,
With the day
Fade,
Fade away
To pull close,
Or push away?
Different things,
Yet still the same
If i could love you today,
Could you kiss the pain away?
(After) The Game's Over
I don’t know how to help you
And as hard as I try
To convince myself of this very thing
I know
I know I can
I know I can’t help you
There is something buried
In the deepest part of the soul
You don’t believe yourself to have anymore
It is the light
That cannot escape the darkness
The black hole you’ve made yourself
I hate to be the one
To break it to you
But...
July 2012
4 posts
Lessons Learned from Literature
From: The Graveyard Book
By: Neil Gaiman
Silas raised one perfect eyebrow. “Mm? Oh, not at all. Let’s see, it’s been a while since I’ve been down that way. But I don’t remember anyone particularly evil. Remember, in days gone by you could be hanged for stealing a shilling. And there are always people who find these lives have become so unsupportable they believe...
"You don't love me
Big fucking deal”
(Rains of) Africa
Lightning storms in the distance
You can feel the electricity
Spiking the air
With energy and temptation.
The nicotine of a cigarette
Like pins against the tips of your fingers.
Nothing else quite like this
To make you feel alive.
"Dal-eye Llama"
I could listen to this man talk for days.
—> Brand X on FX
June 2012
5 posts
Get(ting) Lost
You think you’re lost.
That someone needs to find you.
But someone’s looking for you
And someone’s already found you.
What you can’t seem to say to me
Or to yourself
Is that you want to run away.
To be free of this place.
To go somewhere you cant seem to find.
I will give you the choice
To stay or to go.
To leap
And hope that you find your wings
Or to free fall...
"We Go On
And on
And on
And on
And on
Never knowing where
Never knowing where
We gonna
We gonna end up
In the morning”
(Good)Bye
20 mistakes
Plus you makes 21.
Black Jack.
Too bad I’m not the winner.
But then, you aren’t either.
Unless of course
This is what you wanted.
And if it is
I won’t let you have that either.
I will drive my mind
Far from this place
Where i let you have everything
That i thought could only be mine.
Until the day
I’m ready
To say
Goodbye.
(Don't) Lie To Me
Fall
Out
(Down).
Cry
Out
Loud.
Get
Out
Now.
Peace
Out
Bro.
(Don’t)
Lie to me.
No Really, I'm Fine
I’m happy for you.
Really, I am.
I wish you had known,
To tell me the truth.
That it would be okay,
If this didn’t work.
Then you could have saved me,
From myself.
May 2012
12 posts
Fair Trade
Fair Fight?
No.
You’d always won.
From the first of the offers,
To what’s last to come.
But what’s the exchange?
A trade, I propose:
A storytelling event,
Hope you’re not too opposed.
I see your misfortunes of men,
And I raise you the woes of women.
And in this effort,
Discover,
What lays in each other.
That seems fair.
lets just say
someone doesn’t know how to run the bases…
